Not what you want to hear...

Went to the doctors today... It ends up that the mass in my lung is my cancer growing. Even though i did the 6 rounds of chemo it helped but it did not kill it.Also the swelling is not from the radiation. So in a couple weeks i will be going to UCLA to see my sarcoma doctor to get his opinion on what other regiment we are going to use to kill this stupid cancer! I knew this whole time that my cancer was still in my lung yet why did it have to grow. There is other chemo out there that is gonna kick its ass! Im gonna kick its ass! I am going to still relax up north till my next appointment nov 18th at UCLA. I need to escape and get fresh air before my next challenge. Also we can not even start any treatment until my brain heals too. So i got perfect timing right now. Even though this all may sound bad, it is not. It is not spreading and it is in the same place but just getting a little bigger. My luck always seems to work out. I BELIEVE! I AM OK. I AM A FIGHTER!!!! Thanks ya'll for your support! i will update as days go by....